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of Beliefs...

 "Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not
believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many.
Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your
religious books. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of
your teachers and elders. Do not believe in traditions because they
have been handed down for many generations. But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is
conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and
live up to it.
"--Kalama Sutta"
Things are getting a little bit too fast,
Seems like it will be out of hand soon...

tug-of-war rope

 Did i just dip myself into a deep bowl of mayonnaise?
**eewwww** that is no wonder, Miss Y hates mayo so much.. XD

i'm suffocated!! choking from the taste of the mayonnaise & being pulled both sides like the tug-of-war rope

this wasn't what my initial intention of pre-migration. i got all my headache back like before but lucky this time i wasn't a marionette anymore.
but thinking twice, it looked similar.. probably 2 kids fighting over the marionette to see how the story ends...


and somehow i already have an instinct that i will grow tired of the tug of war one fine day, and get a "beacetiful" place to migrate again. just don't treat/make me into someone I am not. i am not a re-creation piece of jigsaw model... 

btw, "beacetiful" = beautiful + peaceful   from "self-dictionary"

logging off,
need a beacetiful slumber :)

the road not taken...

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
To where it bent in the undergrowth.

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same.

And both that morning equally lay,
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference....

Robert Frost

* vor einem Dilemma stehen**


 what should i do??
the things that i thought i handled well all these while, suddenly had change...
the things that i thought i could handle well, suddenly it seems impossible...
the vision that i foreseen & dream of, suddenly disappear...
am i still on my path?? i felt lost suddenly......

is it true that i can excel in any other major outbreak in life except this...?

life is getting more complicated nowadays... 
again, what should i do?

ulcer... ugh.....

and she says...

 " I respect all religions. What I don't respect is when people use religion to attack others. I've met people across the world, in the middle of nowhere who are trying to survive and all they have is religion. In some ways it helps them, and I wouldn't take it away from them. There are also people who use it to hate and kill. I don't consider them religious people."

Angelina Jolie-

life is so miserable.....

.... when every penny counts!
...  when you encounter a paradox situation!
.... when you have to make your own first decision!
...  when life is filled with misery...
... when life is just so unpredictable...

but you know deep down inside that is what life is!
Either you take it or you leave it !
Life is all about survival!!

Enjoy while surviving, yeah~


of the XX species..

 XX species are just so hard to comprehend sometimes...
even I don't understand myself that much.

Sometimes when we say no, but in actual we mean yes. (but this doesnt applies to all the no that we said)
Sometimes when you asked why we like teddy bears, we girls don't have the exact answers too.. (but seeing one can melt our heart =D)
Sometimes when we pretend that we are ok & cool with things, we don't really mean cool.... (also doesnt apply to all)
Sometimes when we nag, we doesn't really want to, just couldnt stand it. (probably because we have high expectations on you?!?)

i don't know..
i don't even understand my own species.


Sometimes i wish i could......
...... do many many things at one go..

Look who is talking abt multi-tasking again... @.@"

the Captain's Rule.

 Captain's Rule

The captain says.... 

Rule #1:
What the Captain says is always right.

Rule #2:
If the Captain is wrong, please refer to Rule #1.


Captain A says: 
1. Do not get a partner of certain religion.
2. Do not get involve in a relationship as a third party.
3. Do not get involve in relationship full of abusive actions/ violence.

Captain B says:
1. I am sure you have learnt a lot throughout the whole 2-3 weeks. Please go back and think  during the weekends what you have done right and what you can do better. What we (the Captain rank people) have done wrong & we'll probably discuss them next week.

Captain C says:
1. Have a good think of what i said to you last night.

so.. should i agree & say "Captain, you are right..."  ??
It is funny sometimes how human wants the world to evolve to a better place but their mindset are the same since few decades ago.
Is my thinking/mindset growing & adjusting to fast just because i try to achieve / be a perfectionist?

OR am i just pure naive to believe things can change and problems are defined by human.

is this the time to take the risk? Is the risk worth it? any Win-win solution?

I think i need faith now. my dreams on my wishlist will lead me to where i want my life to be.
trust yourself & work it out!

time to sleep :)

i am not gonna give up~~!!!!

"Start by doing what is necessary,
then do what is possible,
and suddenly you are doing the impossible."

St Francis of Assisi