they are all gone with the wind...
unfortunately, i do not know how to retrieve them back from my laptop.
they just vanish when i rename the photos..
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anyways.. looking forward to Project H #002 :))

was at MV this morning, walking, strolling, window shopping and i saw this guy holding the girlfriends' handbag which reminds me of this question.. I have asked a few friend of mine of their opinions. Some despise guys who helped carrying the ladies bag. Some doesnt mind just as long as it is not too often while some carry them willingly.. lolz. so what do you think?!? come on, speak your mind!!  :) i'd love to know your opinion.

This is for guys - Would you carry your girlfriend/female friends/wife handbag? This is for girls - Would you let your boyfriend/male friends/husband carry your handbag?

was very satisfied today after running + walking for 2 rounds at the lakeside :)) looking forward for 3 rounds. and am counting down till the night run.

while at the lakeside, witnessing a lady who met a friend at the park, makes me think "What a small world we have"

looking at young parents flying kites with their kids,playing hide and seek, having picnic by the lakeside, cycling, blowing soap-made bubbles, feeding fishes in the lake; the elderly people chit chatting while looking over their grandchildren; young teenagers datings; mat rempits (btw,i dislike the rempits. they are not very eco friendly. lolz. Polluting the air when i need more oxygen to run and burn fats! anyways, it's just my personal opinion.don't get offended easily :))) Makes me thinks that eventhough the world is small, the characters that live on the world is big. there are too many different people with many many stories and experiences that none can judge by the first glance. A small little voice from my mind saying to me, " what is my stories compared to them?"

my point is eventhough the world is small, there are still many things/spaces for new discoveries and experiences. the world doesnt only revolve around yourself. dun compare yourself with others and live life to the fullest. change a bad day to a so-so day. make a good day to be even better. make a point to smile. yea. smiles always lift up the day without fail. and remember that bad things/ unhappy things happened for a reason which is for you to find out and learn from it.

A nice quote by Maria Robinson:
"Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today with a new ending"

A quote that i heard from a friend of mine during younger days. this is written by Ralph Waldo Emerson:
" For everything you have missed, you have gained something else; and for everything you gain, you lose something else"

By John N. Mithcell:
" Our attitude toward life determines life's attitude towards us"


** kler.. i know i'm exaggerating, being tooo optimistic and abit naggy-ish like a grandma with my own philosophies. you might be saying -  "this little kiddo, havnt met the real world..." 
     lolz. perhaps.maybe.in some ways, i am learning from you too :))


nights ppl :))


** more rest needed. allergy is getting more and more unbearable. the itch is kinda irritating too.. lolz..
 

what is Project H? lolz.. i couldnt think of a better and “cooler” name for my home-cooked-meal projects. you would asked me why H? any special meaning?? lolz. i don’t know either… it was just random :S 
oh yes... i’m cooking tonight.. :p

what’s cooking tonight?? if you are thinking about something special/extraordinary and unexpected like i always do.. lolz..  sorry not this time…Tonight will be just a normal Chinese dinner…

I would like to apologize to my Muslim readers, if you happened to read this. well, don’t get offended. I don’t mean to offend you.. But yea.. this is a non-halal post…

MENU
1. Stir-fry Vegetable with Garlics
2. Sweet Vinegar Pork Ribs (thanks to Y Sifu :))
3. ChawanMushi
4. ABC Soup

Project H progress list:

11.11am:  10% in progress..

my secret to the ABC soup -  corn..  -.-||

i was supposed to go and have my confidence test. but i’m still at home now.  @-@

anyway.. this is my soup progress..

and this is the pork ribs. i rarely cook pork at home.. as i mentioned before, i am not a fan of the swine family. yea.. so this dish is very very rare in my menu.. just like how rare it is to get a cream/lobster/ tomatoes in RC.

anyway, this ribs were marinated since last night. went and check just now. the smell of the vinegar is still very strong. i have a feeling this dish will turn out good :))

thanks to “Y sifu” for the recipe!!  :))

needless to say.. have not started on the other 2 dishes.
i am still thinking if i should go. the photos are of course prepared yesterday. if i were to leave now, i can still reach there on time and come back to cook my other 2 dishes. lolz..should i?? or should i just wait for other replies and do what i am supposed to do…  @.@

1.09pm:

i gave up my intentions for the try-outs. ok-lar i’m so chicken. always chicken out at the very last minute when self-preparations are not ready. So self CHICKA-DEE –.-||| Self-destruction @.@ too many things-to-do in my mind now. would prefer to deal with them first instead of adding more issues to evaluate and think..very very chicka-dee…  :p

3.40pm:

i am starting to get nervous now.. lolz.. i don’t like waiting for the time to pass.. ok lar. i dislike waiting unoccupied. my heart rate increases, sweating rate increases. it’s like having the symptoms of anxiety =.=|||

all plans are cancelled just for the dinner tonight. lolz. i don’t want to screw this up. is everything well prepared?!? lolz.. chicka-dee..

4.30pm:

should i go start all the cutting now? i’m such a nervous wreck.. *deep breath deep breath**

7.00pm:

it’s almost done. left the chawanmushi. the waiting for it to be half cooked so that i can place the prawn on top of it… :))) the pork rib smells good. the vege have additional ingredient – prawns. and daddy add another dish – mushrooms with cabbage in oyster sauce + a little bit of black pepper touch. there are 4 types of different mushy mushy in it. swiss mushrooms,white mushrooms, cant remember another 2. edit ltr. lolz.couldnt wait~!

7.20pm:

chawanmushi doesnt come out smooth :(((((   didnt control the heat properly. and first time steam 3 individual small cups. time estimation is a bit wrong.surface bigger, time should be shorter. should use like the lowest heat… :S nvm.. learn learn learn.. tasting session begins soon.. bro watching football match. @-@|||

bon odori people?!?

10.38pm:

just got back from bon odori…lolz.. a lot of pretty girls in yukata – dancing & feasting..

on another note, i have a lot of screwpine leaves!! tell me what can i do with it.. i’m planning for Project H #002 – mooncake jelly :p your opinion please :))

** windows live writer is so convenient. it allows me to update every single hour. it saves me from all the reloading hassle.

OMG!! i just lost my photos.. there’s something wrong with my xD card. keep losing all my photos… @____@   my chawanmushi pic~~~~  TT____________________________________TT

~Edensor, Derbyshire ( 5th June 2007)~

English or Malay for Science & Maths?!?

the weather… :(
the bird droppings…  :(((((((
the hormones  :((
the allergy  :(((((((
the phone calls  :((((
the haze!!!  :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
so stuffy and smelly :(((((((((((((((
*sufoccated*choked*cough cough**need fresh air****

send me to the forest please~~ :))))))

hope tmr will be better :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
*plants happiness
*grows happiness

rain please  :)))))

edit: durians!!!  :)))))))))))

woke up will full energy to jog today,
with the determination to acheive abt 7km this weekend.
suddenly all turned into sitting at home, blogging now   -.-|||




T___________________________T
CHICKA-DEE
some species of our kind must have set fire somewhere resulting in a hazy morning, restrained me  from doing my jogging...
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CHICKADEEEEEE!!!!!!!

all my photos are ruined  TT_____________TT

sobs sobs…

sorry girls~~~~

never realised i have a 6cm ID black hoop earring all these while until i started unpacking some of the stuff i shifted home...
6CM!!!   what a surprised!!  :))
adding collection to earring stand~~ 
earring stand desparately need some modification  T_T
spaces not fully utilized  @-@